Last Friday in Port Costa

(sorry, but I’ve been waay late in my posts for a variety of reasons)

Last week, the Love of My Life called me, asking if I could help her paste up her (mostly) annual calendar, featuring her photographs in and around Port Costa, CA.

She came out to meet me in Cotati, unfortunately when she got here, she didn’t have her photo files along with her, and we decide to go out to Port Costa so she could retrieve her photos, and take some more photos around town while there was still daylight.

We drove the scenic route to the Carquinez Bridge. This is a picture from the Highway 37 bridge over the Napa River (and those two peaks in the background on the left are Mt. Diablo):

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She had to stop at her bank in the town of Crockett on the way, so it was getting pretty late in the day when we got to Port Costa.

We arrived in Port Costa, and used the remaining light to take pictures of the town. And when we arrived at the downtown, a few friends informed her of some “band from Ireland” whose name they could not seem to remember (their name is Seneca, and I will be posting about them next), but who are supposed to have a couple of songs in the Top 25 in the UK, were playing that night at The Warehouse.

The downtown:

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We headed back to her house, where we went through her photo files (she apparently had lost several when her old computer crashed), and when she wasn’t able to find the material she was hoping to find. We sat at her kitchen table, mostly in silence, as the light faded away outside, and tried to decide what we were going to do: get a bite to eat, and whether she wanted to drive me back to Cotati that night (which is a fairly long drive), or whether I would just crash on the couch.

We decided to get something to eat in town at the Bull Valley Inn (below), a bar and restaurant she used to manage a couple of years back.

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She ran into a few of her friends there, and talked with them as we ate dinner. Then we headed over across the street to The Warehouse to see Seneca, a band from Limerick, Ireland.

Friday/Saturday, Port Costa, CA: a wildly unsettling emotional roller coaster

This is probably the most difficult post I've ever made. Last week, the Light of My Life, someone I've known nearly 28 years, contacted me to do an annual calendar that she puts out (most) every year, consisting of her photographs of Port Costa, CA.

More pictures of Port Costa here

Her photographs have been published in a book on the history of Port Costa, a book which can be purchased in most large California bookstores, as well as on Amazon (boo!). She wanted to get it done before the holidays, so we arranged to meet up on Friday. I hadn't seen her for a long time, and I was really looking forward to seeing her again. …

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North Bay Ruby User’s Group (MBRUG) meetup at O’Reilly Publishers Headquarters in Sebastopol, CA

As I mentioned in my last post, I’ve gotten pretty busy the last few days (alternating with bouts of huge depression).

Thursday night, I attended a meetup of the North Bay Ruby Users Group, which is a group of people working with, developing, experimenting– or just plain learning– Ruby on Rails, which is an up-and-coming web application development framework, using Ruby as the programming language, and Rails as the framework (Rails can apparently also be used with other programming “languages” like AJAX). I was having trouble getting my Rails Server to run on my laptop, and I received hands-on assistance in working out the bugs. Now I have to learn how to use the framework to develop web applications.

I’m just getting started in this endeavor. …

Here’s a picture of the people attending the meetup (I’m absent from the phot because I’m the one taking the picture):

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For more photos, click here; and…

For those living in the North San Francisco Bay region, here’s the website where meetups are announced. Sign up today! The more attendees, the more opportunity to host these gatherings where we can further our knowledge of web development, and socialize with some very helpful and nice people.

Passionate Kisses – Lucinda Williams

I’ve been very busy the past few days, and haven’t had time to update this blog– but I thought I’d just post this to keep things somewhat current

Passionate Kisses
Lucinda Williams

Passionate Kisses
Lucinda Williams

Is it too much to ask
I want a comfortable bed that won’t hurt my back
Food to fill me up
And warm clothes and all that stuff
Shouldn’t I have this?
Shouldn’t I have this?
Shouldn’t I have all of this, and

Passionate kisses
Passionate kisses
Passionate kisses from you

Is it too much to demand
I want a full house and a rock and roll band
Pens that won’t run out of ink
And cool quiet and time to think
Shouldn’t I have this
Shouldn’t I have this
Shouldn’t I have all of this, and

Passionate kisses
Passionate kisses
Passionate kisses from you

Do I want too much
Am I going overboard to want that touch
I shout it out to the night
“Give me what I deserve, ’cause it’s my right”
Shouldn’t I have this (shouldn’t I)
Shouldn’t I have this (shouldn’t I)
Shouldn’t I have all of this, and

Passionate kisses
Passionate kisses
Passionate kisses from you

Cotati, California: A Visual Metaphor

PC bumper-stickers in a vast Suburban Wasteland

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(for more pictures, click here)

When I was in High School, in a little Hick town in an inland valley (soon to be part of the greater San Francisco Bay Area Suburban Sprawl – SFBASS) called Livermore, most of my cool friends (all six of ’em, more or less) were a year or two older, and about half of them ended up going to Sonoma State University in Cotati. I didn’t visit there much, but it was discribed as a cool little college town. There was also a “planned development” to the North (soon to metastasize) into a bloated generic-looking suburb called Rohnert Park (which unfortunately spread to infect the town of Cotati itself). …

Cotati still retains some vestiges of the quaint little college town it once was, but now it mostly consists of a suburb of Santa Rosa (which, having no actual industry to speak of, is itself a vast suburb of the San Francisco Bay Area). Which currently makes Cotati a weird little town. There are still some very cool people here (I found out about a local Zen Sangha from a gentleman at a local cafe). Sonoma State University is actually (although I really haven’t checked this out lately) a fairly hip college. Project Censored, a nationally renowned center for media research and First Amendment issues, and the advocacy for, and protection of, free press rights in the United States, was founded, and is headquartered at Sonoma State. Unfortunately, the town in general has a very “hick” vibe to it– as do all of the towns in Sonoma County along the Highway 101 corridor.

At this point it appears that the University crowd seems to pretty much stay to itself, and avoids the “townies”– a term I never heard of until after college. Probably because Humboldt State University– my alma mater— was built high into the redwoods on the slope of some pretty tall hills, and the University crowd pretty much took over the downtown from the “townies”, who at one time worked in the local Lumber Mills– now mostly defunct (according to Government statistics, the #1 industries up there appear to be pot growing and alcoholism)– and who confined themselves to an area of town disparagingly referred to as “The Bottoms”.

Phun with Fotochop, Part Deux

Here are some grapevines taken at the foot of Sonoma Mountain. I absentmindedly left the ISO set to 1600 (I took some pictures of the moon the previous night). And through the magick of Fotochop, I came out with a photo that doesn’t look entirely like crap.

Before:

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Voila!

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Ta daaaah!

Also, I’ve started a new album in the 365 photo group. Let’s see if I can keep this up!

Zazen, or who knew “just sitting” could be so much work?

Sentient entities are limitless;
I vow to liberate them.
Passions are inexhaustible;
I vow to release them.

Went to my first Zen Buddhist sitting in, uh… lots and lots and lots of weeks. Having my mind wandering was NOT one of my problems. It’s been so long since I did Zazen that I was forced to concentrate on my posture and my breath, otherwise I would receive a harsh rebuke from my back. The quote above is from the first two lines of the Boddhisattva Vows, which were the subject of the host’s Dharma Talk.

He discussed how the “standard” English translation differred from the midieval Japanese of the oldest known version of the Vows. For example, what was translated as sentient beings didn’t just mean people. Or other animals, or plants… He spoke about how we are an ongoing kaliedoscope of shifting, and even frequently contradictory thoughts and “personas”, and that each of these were “entities” too in the original sense of the vows (among many other things). also, the word that is usually translated as “desires” actually refers to something more akin to “passions” or “obsessions”, whether we covet something, or we try to avoid something unpleasant.

Also, in the “standard version” that last line was “I vow to ‘save’ them” rather than “I vow to ‘liberate’ them.” Obviously, there’s a Christian influence going there.

Anyway, I could go on for hours, but it’s waay past my bedtime, and I gots to go

A Good Man is Hard to Find

“My daddy said I was a different breed of dog from my brothers and sisters. ‘You know,’ Daddy said, ‘it’s some that can live their whole lives out without asking about it and it’s others has to know why it is, and this boy is one of the latters. He’s going to be into everything!’ “
“I never was a bad boy that I remember of, but somewheres along the line I done something wrong and got sent to the penitentiary. I was buried alive…”
“Turn to the right, it was a wall. Look up it was a ceiling, look down it was a floor. I forget what I done, lady. I set there and set there, trying to remember what it was I done and I ain’t recalled it to this day. Once in a while, I would think it was coming to me, but it never come.”

“Maybe they put you in by mistake,” the old lady said vaguely.

“No’me,” he said, “It wasn’t no mistake. They had the papers on me.”

“You must have stolen something,” she said.

“Nobody had nothing I wanted… I found out the crime don’t matter. You can do one thing or you can do another, kill a man or take a tire off his car, because sooner or later you’re going to forget what it was you done and just be punished for it…”

from “A Good Man is Hard to Find” by Flannery O’Connor, posthumous winner of the Pulizer Prize

(this was the first short story assigned to me by my first creative writing teacher in College (Jayne Anne Phillips, at Humboldt State University) as well as my second teacher of same (Jim Galvin).